Shadowplay by Joy Division
I don’t hate teaching, I don’t hate my kids, I don’t hate my subject.
I hate my environment. I hate the adults. I hate that there’s more drama with the adults than with the students. I hate that I’m actually missing out on teaching my classes and my students are falling behind because I have to deal with this bullshit!
I’m so fucking frustrated right now.
I’m so thankful that my field is one dominated by men. I hate working with women because everything is an emotional battle with them.
slowly trying to break it to my best friend that his long distance girlfriend is gross and is kind of a bitch
I just walked past three different students ditching class and told them not to get caught.
I’m a shitty teacher.
suddenly I’m very ambitious.
One of my biggest fears in life is having to, one day, drive a Corolla.
They’re so average, and I’m anything but
How have I never realized how shitty my wifi is? This is so retarded
Fuck waking up before the fucking sunrise
Searching for hotels for my parents vs searching for hotels for me
They just need a major name, I’m a lot more high maintenance!
I’m supposed to be getting dressed so that we can go out, but instead, I’m lying here, tumblring
Yesterday, during a meeting, one of my coworkers, one who teaches English, gave me dirty look and I’m pretty sure he really doesn’t like me. I’m sorry that I’m 10 years your junior and that I have a better vocabulary than you do. Also, I would never put my child’s education in the hands of someone who doesn’t know the difference between an adverb and an adjective. “What can we do to make this happen quicker?” Are you fucking with me? Are you? Is this a test to see who will catch your grammar mistakes? I’ve caught them!
I want to have to dress so well for work that on days when I don’t wear heels, I feel underdressed and embarrassed.
"I long so much to make beautiful things. But beautiful things require effort and disappointment and perseverance."
Vincent van Gogh